Saturday, May 10, 2008
Not a dream, but a joke
Always follow your dream, unless it's the one where you're at work in your underwear during a fire drill.
Friday, May 09, 2008
Becoming a Tech Writer
So I let my ex-coworker show me to my office. She brings me to a room which looks like a bedroom with windows to the outside. The room is large, about 15x15 feet, and has a closet but no furnishings. Looking from the window, I can see an old mill next to a stream, very picturesque. My first real office with a door. Her office is adjacent to mine in the interior of the building and doesn't have a window. I ask her were the bathroom is. She brings me down the hall and shows me a large bathroom with communal tubs. She says that you bathe in here and proceeds to draw herself a bath and climb in. There are several bathtubs which are made by half height tiled walls with a seat built in. You would be able to bathe and chat with the person next to you. I'm beginning to feel like this is not a workplace but some kind of commune that I can't leave. But it doesn't matter because I'm getting paid so much.
Observations: I have been caught up in a blog writing contest that I had entered and it was the final night for voting. I also have spent the last week at work writing the on-line help for my software program. So for some reason I transformed myself into a well-paid writer in a commune!
Thursday, May 08, 2008
Recursive Dreaming: Waking in a dream, only to realize it is a dream.....huh?
This was seemed to be a dream in a dream...or something to that affect.
In my dream, I was asleep in this Bed and Breakfast that I am currently staying at. I on the futon couch in the living room....just as I had gone to sleep on. Then, at about 1:00am (in the dream anyways)....I woke up when my friend came into the apartment (B&B), and started looking around in the dark.
I looked up, and they saw me, and sat down on the edge of the couch....
I asked how they got in, and said I was sure the door was locked. They told me the people across the hall were having a fight, and were embarrassed that she was seeing them fight and offered to let her into this room. (I should have realized there was a problem right there, because there is no room "right across the hall"....but I guess I was dreaming so...)
I then asked how they had a key to this room, and she said they must have been the Superintendents of the building....which I felt OK about for some reason.
I asked my friend if my daugher Kristen looked comfortable in the other room, and she said she had saw me first and hadn't peeked in there yet.
I decided to look in and check, and started to get up....as I got up, it was very difficult...like moving through ever thickening Molassas....at which point I exclaimed "Ok...this is a dream", and woke up.....but I didn't actually wake up....but I don't remember what happened next...
Later on when I did actually wake and put my feet to the floor...this dream was clear and in my head....but what happened after I stood on the floor (in my dream) was no where to be found.
I have no observation, except that I did to to sleep sort of lonely. I did think about everyone in my family, and my friends.....happy to have so many good people in my life.
I suppose seeing my friend who traveled all the way to NYC made me feel good and less lonely...but the dream inside a dream was a new thing for me!
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
Lost in the Elevator
I'm walking towards a high rise building, but it feels like my old dorm. I'm walking with a girlfriend and we are talking about guys. She off-handedly mentions that she saw one of my old boyfriends from college lately. Really? I ask. As I step into the elevator, she waves goodbye and says, Oh yeah, and I slept with him. Whaaa? The elevator takes off, and I can't remember what floor I need to go to because I'm so befuddled by her remark. I'm convinced that I'm on the wrong elevator as the floor I need to go to doesn't have a button. It must be an express elevator, but where is it going? I tried to hit any floor to get it to stop, but it overshoots the floor. Where is it going? I press the first floor again and it starts to go down. It overshoots the first floor as well and stops in the basement. I get out just to get out of the elevator. I manage to get back outside and notice that the river next to the dorm is no longer a calm river, but a huge waterfall. Everything seems quite out of balance.
Observations: I had this dream shortly after reading this article on elevators (fascinating, worth reading all 8 pages). And a long time ago, I was driving with my SO and he mentioned that he had dated a friend of mine before he knew me. I got so flustered I missed my exit.
Monday, May 05, 2008
Golfing with a friend......
I tee'd the ball up, addressed it...then felt the ball was too high.
I re-tee'd it up, addressed it.....then felt it was too high.
I tee'd the ball up, addressed it...and the ball fell off the tee.
I tee'd the ball up, addressed it...and I wasn't comfortable with my foot positioning. (bump in the tee grass)
It went on like this for about 1 hour.....and I never did get to drive the ball. I think I woke up frustrated.
CONCLUSION:
What this means, I do not know. It seems to indicate some hesitation I might have about doing something with them, but I just don't sense anything like that, so I am not at all sure.